If you knew anything about me, we wouldn’t be here now. If you understood me at all we wouldn’t be here now. If you listened to my heartbeat, we wouldn’t be here now. If you heard the unspoken pain, we wouldn’t be here now.
But here we are. Torn apart. Me feeling alone once again. Once again made to feel like I am less because the person I gave my all to never saw me for who I am. Never understood that the walls I built were for him to break down. The pain I dressed myself in was for him to ease me out of. The fears that haunted me were his to drive away. The shattered pieces of the little girl was for him to put together.
I wanted a Knight and I got a heartbreak in the guise of one. I wanted a hero and all I got was a villain who has now shattered me to even more pieces. Who has brought the ghosts of regret to haunt me as well. Who has clothed me in humiliation too. Who has turned my heart to stone cause I let him in without a thought.
Love will destroy you as much as build you. Be careful who you love, and who you let love you.